Hush now, baby..

Today's an uber long day. It felt surprising to me though. What a weird feeling... Oh well.. An early morning oh yes, I woke up so damn early, at 7.45AM when I only got into deep sleep at 3.30AM ): Sigh, my biological clock is that screwed up whenever it's the holidays. Anyway, I got my ass up and went down for another er..., interview. Yeap! I know you'll call me insane, but I got through(:(: YAY! And for the first time, I'm hired on the spot! But sigh, it's going to be a tough tough holiday at work. Gambatehhhh. Nehnehneh. Giak. Sound like a damn twit. But yeahhhh, wish me luck with two jobs. Lunched with Seehua at Velo City's MOS. Hmmm, never been there my entire life though I passed by a thousand times. So today is my virgin step into this shopping mall. Lol. Random I know, but Velo City gives me an impression of a tiny of 'fake' Vivo City. HAHA. It's as complicated, looks similar but smaller. ALRIGHT, nuff of me going on about some ulu shopping mall. Hmmm..

Today I had invitation for dinner from my lovely pisang love, lousiethebest and kannanmy3/4boyfriend ((x Night was really enjoyable, thanks for being there. Thanks for dinner, lou(: Lol. I had my night spinning and swinging in this playground I always enjoyed going to. I wished I could take home the plunger-looking-swirly-seat(: See-saw, which meant to be a childhood enjoyment.. turned into an errotic-amusement-thriller. Trust me. You don't wna know what happened moments ago. HAHAHA. And it is determined that GIRLS ARE STRONGER THAN GUYS!
Proven:


Loulin lifted Kannan with her butt! ((:
Hahaha, yeap! Let's go there again sooon. Just tryyyyy not to make ourselves, PEE, SHIT or PUKE. Okay? Pee and Shit?! HAHA, Puke loves you. Though I seriously feel like puking on the swing and swirling seat, I had fun going insane! Thank God there is toilet paper for Kannan/Shit. Ahmen. (: Anyway, I really wna try out that fisherman village thingy near White Sands. Let's catch fish, cook and eat together k? (: Bring me there on my birthday if you want, PISANGS. HAHA. Okieeee.. I'm going to end my entry. And OH, I'M SOOO GNA LOOK FORWARD to work later. Bluke. Really feels like puking. Nights everyone. Jolene loves you. Less than three. ((:


it will all soon be over ..

Heartfelt words ..

The Veronicas, Heavily Broken
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And I’ll just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again, it'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can’t you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again, it doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can’t you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air (screaming for air..)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can’t you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move (what can I do?)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken

I'm heavily broken (heavily broken)
And I don't know what to do
Can’t you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move (what can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken